Earth’s Day
Earth
Day is only celebrated on one day in April. Every day, however, is Earth Day. The
bounties of Mother Earth’s produce and daily sensory messages we receive are a
few of her gifts. In classical Greek mythology, Gaia was the Earth Goddess. She
was the first to create form out of chaos. She then gave birth to the sky,
mountains, rivers, oceans, and all living things on the planet. The words
matter, matrix, and material come from “mater” - Latin for "mother". For millennia we have referred to our planet
as "Mother Earth" and "Mother Nature".
Seismic
activity has increased 500% in the past decade. Reports of powerful quakes,
hurricanes, and typhoons are the results of this increase in activity. What
does this mean to us? We are connected, very deeply, to our earth and maybe she
is responding to the energies within each and every one of us. When we stop to
listen, the planet becomes a mirror for our awakening as authentic and whole
humans. Now more than ever the Mother Earth is our teacher. We can listen closely
to what she is trying to tell us. Watch her events, and seek out the mirror for
our own body, our multi-dimensional faces. What is she reflecting? When we work
with the messages we receive from nature we learn a great deal about ourselves,
and about our relationships. With this awareness and self-knowledge we can walk
into new dreams for ourselves, for each other and the planet.
Mother
Nature’s power is awesome to behold. Iceland’s volcano has a surreal element.
We can observe the eruption close up without noxious fumes poisoning our
bodies, human habitation is not threatened, and the volcano is erupting on ice.
However, this channeled power brought Europe to a standstill, planes couldn’t
fly, and there was no business as usual. Imagine this volcano as a symbol of
our repressed emotional life finally erupting as fire coming through the long
frozen landscape. When we relive the same events over and over and they bubble
up to the top inappropriately, we are repressing our feelings. We are literally
buried under ice, and frozen in time. Unless given freedom of expression our
emotions can become a wild primal force that must erupt eventually. However,
when we burst open our emotional life we let out what we can no longer carry.
We are then able to flow with the changing times, which means living more in
the moment. We then have choices how we live our lives. We can live as a force
of nature that doesn’t have to become a volcano to create change.
Having
been a family therapist for years, and having done plenty of therapy, I thought
I was thoroughly in touch with my emotions. Certainly on a basic level I was
aware of what I was feeling. Often though I would suppress my feelings without
realizing I was stuffing them. Through recovery I am more in touch with what’s
underneath the mantle of surface emotions. I am also learning that I can
express my feelings by thoroughly feeling them instead of causing eruptions
externally or internally. Along with the pain of remembering myself, I also
experience great joy. I am birthing a new self which is more in touch with
feelings, more loving than I thought possible. For me Iceland’s volcano is my
externally manifested birth canal. What comes down the birth canal is up to me
to dream-up, and spirit to fulfill. My visions and dreams take form according
to where my consciousness is at in each moment. I am creating inside me a “New
Earth” and a “New Heaven” with all I touch.
This
week’s exercise has 3 parts. The first part is to watch this video. The 2nd
part is to write about your feelings or connection with the volcano. How does
it feel to see Mother Earth’s insides pouring out? Do you identify with the
volcano, the lava, or the ash blasting? The 3rd part of the exercise
is to write about the new earth you are birthing now. Maybe today your extreme
emotions imitate a volcano? Maybe today there is only smoldering inside, because
your lava’s fire has cleared away the forest floor for new growth? Maybe you
are a pyroclastic flow throwing ash in the air to obscure what you are dreaming-
up right now? Maybe you are the lava
roasting and melting everything in its path? Today’s the day to give birth to
one thing about yourself that you truly admire.
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Copyright April 26, 2010 Mari Selby